Well my honey has been gone now for about a month. I miss him so very much, but I'm surviving. I have decided the key to LDR is communication and that he does very well.... I am looking into different activities to pour myself into to keep myself focused. so far, personal training, working out, the Bible, and salsa lessons are the top of my list. I am looking into volleyball too. AWWWWW...don't know how good of an idea that is, but I'm gonna give it a shot.
So - today's question??? How the heck do you shut off all the people trying to "speak" into your life! I'm exhausted with hearing "are you guys okay, do you guys still want to make it work, are you depressed, are you getting married....." Really people - if I don't initiate conversation about my love being gone please let me have the peace not thinking about it. Do you really think it's not on my mind all the time, do you really beleive I ever "forget" he is not here or that this weekend I will NOT be seeing him? Do you think I'm happy today that we have not talked! This is where I beg for some common sense. Watch me, if I look happy and content just chill with me, don't try to make me feel how you think I should feel.
OMG - I am sooooo tired of "so...now he's gone, what are you going to do?" Are you serious???What's the right answer to that? Do you want me to lay down and die?? No way! The independent, strong willed, woman of God and mother of 3 that I was before him is still here so why would I turn into something I'm not because his career has him away for now. If anything I am optimistic. He is doing what he needs to do for his career and I'm doing what I need to do and when we are back together we will be stronger than ever!!!! Alright - let me know your comments; I'm out!
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